written on empty blotter paper for acid tabs
it’s all blank space except for the madness it left you with:
it still upsets me that you also took your life.
where i would make sure there are no drugs in your reach:
may 1, 2006
i am thinking about jonathan brandis who also died by his own hand, but by hanging.
you both make me feel so sad right now.
i don’t understand why you didn’t want to stay with us.
you are so loved, still.
i will always miss your beauty.